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Friday, November 6th, 2009
11:45 am	lastnight and today so lastnite [thrusday] after i updated i chilled on here for a bit, and then did some cleaning cuz my mom told me to then chris hit me up and asked if i wana chill before work and i said sure, so i went and took a shower, got readi for work, and then chris eventually got there around 3ish, so my bright idea decided lets go to smithhaven mall haha, bad idea, seeing i spend 60 dollars in less then 10 fuckin mins, i went to hottopic and of course they had half off of clearence which is fuckin awesome, and i got a new belt its white and black wit stars, i needed a new one it was sic abd then i got black and red icp hoodie yo <3 its awesome and it was only 30 fuckin bucks =] when its orginally a fuckin 125 dollar hoodie, whos the best shopper in the world, oh that be me haha, and then i got 15 percent off cuz i sign up for there new discount card thingy, so both things came out to b 30 dollars haha, and then i saw cell phone covers in a both and i needed a new one cuz i lost part of mine one nite wasted and i got this awesome rainbow shooting star one, its sic and it looks mad good to my phone cuz my phone is green and whatnot, and then we walked around a bit, chris made me go into build a bear so he can make someone a stupid bear shit and then we left and i stopped and got cigs and then went to work, got there early which was cool, and then i worked worked worked worked, it went semi fast it was pretty fuckin busy til almost 11 which was cool, got out on time, came home ate some sloppy joes, talked to jay online and the phone we couldnt chill cuz it got to late so he said tomorrow im coming over and im sleepin over seeing i dont got work on saturday =D seeing i gave my hours to katie, yeah having the whole weekend off for once in my life woo, so after i talked to jay for awhile, and just was bored online i eventually passedout, then today [friday] i slept slept slept slept, i finally got up around 11ish, txt jay and said goodmorning, haha i beat him this time, its awesome, txt him for a bit til he had to go bak to wrk, and then i went online and now im bored online drinkin coffee, and not doin much of anything til later, which would b goin to jays and spending the nite woo hoo <3 but other then that nothin is goin on so im out for now later -KaRa Current Mood: bored Current Music: mona lisa-all american rejects (Comment on this)
Thursday, November 5th, 2009
12:41 pm	lastnight and today so lastnite [wednesday]after i updated i chilled online mostly, talked to jay a lot, and some others, nothing really too exciting was goin on at all actually, eventually i ate somethin, did some laundry, and then watch stepfather which was a really really really horrible movie and then part of wrong turn 3, but i had to go cuz woodcock was in town and he hit me up to chill, so i went and took a shower and got readi, and then he got here around 9ish or so, and then we drove around for a bit, went to tishe's house 2 blocks away, and tishe simmers and joe was there, and dan got tree and then we smoked a blunt, which it was a nice one and it started raining haha, it always rain when im outside i swear, and then we left tishe's around 11ish, drove around for a bit, and then around 1130ish i came home, talked to jay for rest of the nite of course cuz for some odd reason we always talk every .2 seconds even broken up, eventually i passedout around 230amish, or so, and then today [thrusday] i slept slept slept slept, and then finally i got up around almost noon, went online, talked to some people online, txt jay a bit and now im about to have some coffee, got work later 6pm to 1130pm, which really fuckin sucks, but least after work i get to chill wit jay and got next day off, not sure how im getting to work, i mite have to take the train if my brothers appt in queens go longer then expected and chris is gona b out here but of course of some stupid girl he cant just drop me off work, yeah hes suppose b my bestfriend i hate when he does shit like that but whatever, people will b shitty, but other then that nothing is goin on so im out for now later -KaRa Current Mood: awake Current Music: man in the hall-state radio (Comment on this)
Wednesday, November 4th, 2009
11:56 am	lastnight and today so lastnite [tuesday] after i updated i chilled online for a bit, just fucked around on the computer and then around 8ish i took a shower and got readi and then i talked to jay for a bit, he said hes gona b late cuz his nieghbor took forever, like 2 hrs forever, finally around 1030ish he was around so i met up wit him, walked around sayville, stopped at stop n shop, then went and got beers, didnt get too crazi haha, and then smoked a bit and we chilled and then around 1 somethin i went home cuz jays friends went to pick him up cuz they had to do somethin real fast, and i didnt kno he wanted to come bak afterwards and i was tired anyways, so i passedout, txt some people before i passout some people, really really do irrate them, and they my world revolves around them puhplease, get over yourself, anywho so i passedout for awhile, then today [wednesday] slept slept slept slept, of course woke up at 7am again and i was like fuck this, and went bak to sleep, and slept slept slept slept, and then finally i got up around 11ish, and now im up and being bored online drinkin coffee, and talkin to jay, and its so fuckin wierd, seeing two days ago we broke up, i feel depressed and arkward about everything its unreal, and he wants to chill tomorrow idk, its just confusing sitation and it hurts ughh whatever im done talkin about this im goin frickin insane, but yeah todays my day off no idea whats goin on, but i deff wana do somethin seeing i dont got work til 6pm tomorrow, i kno dan woodcock here from upstate so maybe ill hit him up or some shit, but other then that nothin is goin on so im out for now later -KaRa Current Mood: depressed Current Music: my world-three doors down (Comment on this)
Tuesday, November 3rd, 2009
7:00 pm	lastnite and today so lastnite [monday] literally after i updated it was a emotional wreck like forreal, so jay broke up wit me in txt message cuz apparently hes confused and shit goin too fast and he needs fix his life blah de blah he was sincere about it, but it sucked cuz he said all these amazing things and bam life is shitty but thats how my life goes, and i was kinda mad really mad, mad upset and didnt answer him bak for awhile and of course it was right before work so i was in such a shitty mood and of course i had to work all day and nite so i was meh, so i worked a bit, then me and jay talked and we gona b friends, and i thought just talkin terms then he decided tomorrow hes gona chill and hes kinda excited about it, so of cours ehes another one who hurts my head, well he is gemni, so its understand it just sucks, cuz the way i felt for him i havent felt in yrs, not even pete, but shit happens, i guess if its mean to b we'l b one day, but least we still chillen cuz i dont wana lose him hes awesome to have my life bah im rambling so im done wit this anywho, so i worked a lot, got out on time, got mcd;s came home ate food, watch part of cruel intentions and then passedout, then today [tuesday]i slept slept slept, woke up later then i wanted to got up around quarter to 7, went online had coffe, got readi for work, talked to jay on fb lol, and then went to work, i had such an early shift and i was stuck there til 4, it went super fast through haha, and then i got on time my brother was late getting me, and then we got my momz at work, stopped at mexican place, came home, got money, went and bought cigs and then i came home and now im chillen here bored drinkin coffee, gota go shower soonish, cuz jay is chillen tonite oh man this is really gona b good or bad, who knows hah, he aint chillen til around 830-9, cuz he got some shit to do, so i got some time but other then that ntohin else is goin on so im out for now later -KaRa Current Mood: bored Current Music: outside-staind (Comment on this)
Monday, November 2nd, 2009
12:16 pm	lastnight and today so lastnite [sunday] after i updated i chilled online for a bit, then i got readi for work, then and i went to work, jay was grumpy he has been grumpy cuz he been workin rideclous amounts i feel so bad for him like seriously, so then i worked it was busy as all hell least the day went pretty fast, then i got out on time of course my mom was late, and then we came home and i got dressed real fast and then i went to my cousins new house, and we had dinner there watch part of the yankee game ugh, but it wasnt bad time, it was kinda funny the things they say lol, anywho, then around 1030ish i got home from there, a lot sooner then i thought i would of, but my aunt and cuz had to get bak to queens, and then i came home went online for an just fucked around on melo, then went to jarads and chilled there and drank a couple beers and smoked a bit, and then i came home around 130ish, couldnt sleep so i went online for a bit and then finally got offline 3am, jay never called me so he got stuck at work again for another late nite, which sucks so bad, ugh, so eventually i passedout, then today [monday]i slept slept slept slep, woke up mad early my mom was being loud and then went bak to sleep, and then slept more and then woke up again around almost noon, got txt from jay he got home mad late and passedout, and said sorry, which is nice most other guys would b whatever, so i got up went online, txt him for a bit and now im bored online drinkin coffee, got work soonish, 3 to 11, i should have a ride which is cool, but it sucks im workin late cuz i work again next day at fuckin 8am ughh i hate this, but yeah nothin else is goin on so im out for now later -KaRa Current Mood: tired Current Music: sallys song-amy lee (Comment on this)
Sunday, November 1st, 2009
11:08 am	friday to sunday poof. so [friday] after i updated i chilled on here for awhile, found out meg wasnt chillen cuz she was in a mood or somethin, which suckz but whatever, and then i chilled online for a bit eventually got readi for work, and then talked to jay most of the day in txt which is cute as ever, got to work early, smoked a cig and then went to work, worked worked worked, it was a long day, got out on time, of course my mother was late, nothing new, and then i came home, got changed and then i met up wit jay <3 we walked around and then went to chill at our tree in the cemetary haha, and i drank a bit, and then eventually we left and walked to sevs and got me more beer which was probably a bad idea, cuz i got too drunk and shit, and kept him out wayy to late it was bad and i think i said some stupid shit, he said he wasnt mad, but i feel like he is even still, but im sure his ex was worse then me being fuckin stupid and drunk haha, and then i passedout mad late, then [saturday] i slept slept slept, got into a fight wit my mother, woke up mad late, so i got up, txt jay, he was in a bad mood cuz hes having a bad day at work and all this other shit, its bad and i was having a bad day also so it sucked, so fought wit my mother more, then cash my check then went to work, and worked worked worked worked, it was so like forever and i didnt feel good at all and then eventually the day ended, found out jay uncle is fuckin him over, and makin him stay mad late at work, so he cant even chill and it really sucks, so chris came and got me, and we bought me a halloween costume, i was wednesday!!! woot! and then we came bak to sayville, and charged my phone and i took a shower, and then i got readi and we trick or treat, sadly in town some douche egged me in the leg hard, i was buggin out, and then we came bak to my house around 1030ish, sorted outed my candy cuz i was giving jay the candy i didnt like seeing he couldnt trick or treat with me, and then eventually me and chris left and went to half penny, but it was way too crowded there fuck that shit, so then we went to village portler and had a beer, stopped at sevs got nachos and then came home ate food, and then passedout, then today[sunday]i slept slept slept, woke up mad early, like 7am, said fuck that went bak to sleep, saw that people were txting me, apparently jay didnt get home from work 4am, thats so fuckin rideclous like WOW, then i went bak to sleep, and then slept more and then finally got up around 1030ish, and now here i am drinkin coffee, but i gota get readi for work cuz i gota leave in half an hr ish or so, then workin 12 to 545 pm, and then i think i gota go to my stupid cousins for dinner or some shit bahh that is gona b fuckin annoying, and then hopefully seeing jay later if he doesnt get off work super late again i guess ill see what happens but other then that nothin is goin on so im out for now later -KaRa Current Mood: tired Current Music: waking up in vegas-katy perry (Comment on this)
Friday, October 30th, 2009
10:46 am	lastnight and today so lastnite [thrusday] after i updated i chilled online for a bit, was bored mainly, txt jay a lot <3 and then got readi for work eventually, and then chilled online for a bit and then left for work, got there 15 mins early, so smoked a cig and chilled, and then went to work, it was busy as hell, like rideclous and then of course the last hr in half went slow as hell as usually, and somehow i hurt my foot wit a cart cause im fuckin spastic like that, and then i slave in the dollar spot, and then left at 1130 right away lol, then waited for my brother outside, he was late cuz the yankee game was over mad late, and then we stopped at sevs and then i got mcd's and then came home ate mcd's watch some werewolf movie, talked to jay <3 and then passedout, then today [friday]so i slept slept slept slept, had wierd dreams as usual, and then i got woken up cuz my house was too loud, then eventually i went bak to sleep, and then i finally woke up again around 10, so i got up went online, talked to chris, txt jay <3 and now im bored drinkin coffe, just killin time before work, got work soonish, well 2 to 1015, and then im gona seeing jay <3 and hopefully meg and then hopefully somehow cash my check, but who knows if my mom will drive me to cash it, but other then that nothing is goin so im out for now later -KaRa Current Mood: tired Current Music: how did i end up with you-dolly rockers (Comment on this)
Thursday, October 29th, 2009
3:30 pm	lastnight and today so lastnite [wednesday] after i updated i chilled online for a bit nothing special was on fb mainly, eventually took a shower, had some food, and then walked to the train in the rain, got drenched, txt jay a lot <3 and then took a train to work, and then taxi, got to work 15 mins early, i was amazed so just chilled in the backroom, and then went to work, worked worked worked it was busy as hell, thank god except the last hr of course and then finally got out at 11, and then came home ate some pizza and got changed and then jay came thru, and we walked to sevs and saw jarad there, so we got some beers and kick it back at jarads house and smoked a bit, we watch the movie feed it was the most disgusting movie ever like holy fuck, emi was fuckin right when she told me about it, fuckin wow and then after the movie we came bak to my house and chilled, drank a beer, and talked and shit and it was a good nite as usual, and then he left like 7am lol, and then i passedout, then today [thrusday] i slept slept slept, i was exhausted, and then finally i got up around 2ish, and got a note to clean my comp room, so i cleaned that, did some laundry, txt jay for a bit <3 and then talked to chris and now im bored drinkin coffee, got work soonish 6pm to 1130pm ugh which i fuckin hate cuz the dollarspot is gona be the death of me so im probably leaving around 530ish to work, woo hoo, no idea whats goin on for tonite prob nothing seeing i get out so late and got work next day, and i kno jay is gona end up passing out tonite cuz he hasnt slept in days, so ill prob chill at home but other then that nothin is goin on so im out for now later -KaRa Current Mood: bored Current Music: sex and candy-marcy playground (Comment on this)
Wednesday, October 28th, 2009
1:56 pm	lastnight and today so lastnite [tuesday]after i updated i chilled here for a bit, ate some foods, took a shower, and get readi and then around 7ish jay txt me to tell me hes in sayville so i walked down there and went to the movies so we can see saw6, even through i saw it the nite before, it was still awesome haha, and then afterwards we walked around for a bit, and then went to the diner cuz i was starving the food kinda sucked more then usual and are waitress was mad annoying to us, but whatever, and then we eventually left there, and walkd to the gas station, to get a beer and a blunt haha, and then walked around for a bit, smoked the blunt amd drank beer in the rain it sucked, so finally i said fuck it, and we went bak to my house everyone was sleepin anyways, so we chilled and watch final desination 2 and the wrong 2, and then around 4 somethin he decided to go home cuz he had work in the am, and he didnt sleep a lot lastnite, i dont even how he was funcioning, and then i relax watch married wit children, and then passedout, then today [wednesday] i slept slept slept slept and slept more, my phone woke me up a couple times, i got cute txts in the am from jay, it was soo cute, and then i went bak to sleep, and then finally i woke up around 1ish, and then talked to chris and now im bored drinkin coffee, got work soonish, well 530 to 11, but i gota take the stupid train, which is around 450, and ugh its so shitty out eh whatever, no idea what im doin after work, if anything, i mite just relax seeing i been goin out constantly these days haha, but other then that nothing is goin on so im out for now later -KaRa Current Mood: bored Current Music: the dolphin's cry-live (Comment on this)
Tuesday, October 27th, 2009
4:39 pm	lastnight and today so lastnite [monday] after i updated i called lemon tree and they said they were open and the grl i wanted to cut my hair was there, so i got dressed and walked down there, i had to wait for lil bit but that was fine, then she cut my hair, she did an awesome job, its super short but sic none the least a lot people like it actually lol, except frank he like bitched me out yo haha, whatever its my head, he aint my boyfriend, actually hes deff my bf. then i came home home and chilled for a bit then around 7 i left and walked down to the movie theater cuz i was meeting my friend greg there to go see saw 6, which was sicker then all the others it was beyond fuckin gorer which was un fuckin real, and i think i mite like this one the best honestly, and then after the movie i walked home and chilled in my house for an half an hr then i went to chill wit jay, which nikole ex's fiance but she wanted us to hangout it was so wierd, so whatever im down hes cool, and then he came and we walked around town, went to the cemtary and smoked a bit, his pot is beyond good, and then i drank a jooose and then we eventually got another beer, and i got budlight lime, walked around for a bit and then we eventually went to jarads to chill and then eventually i had a bright idea to walk to sevs after all the beers r gone and i was kinda drunk haha, and then i finally made it there, which took forever cuz i kept stopping haha, got there, got another beer, came bak to jarads and chilled and then simmers eventually came over and chilled, so jarad and bry were playing video games and i was outside talkin to jay, and he liked asked me out and shit, i guess he really is over nikole, i felt wierd at first but then i found out he told nikole cuz she wouldnt leave him alone and shes so happy about it, its fuckin wierd, but whatever, he seems like he actually could be good for me, i guess ill see what happens, and just b happpy, so yep goin out with jay and then around 6am i passedout, then today [tuesday] i slept slept slept and slept more, and then got up a couple times, cause my phone never fuckin shuts up, and then finally got up around 330ish, got up, went online, and now im bored drinkin coffee, but soonish im leaving to go out, jay should b chillen around 7, and he wants to see saw 6, so we gona do that hahha, so it should be fun, cuz i thought the movies was sic, no idea what im doin afterwards but i guess ill see what happens, im not gona chill too late seeing i got work tomorrow, even through aint til 5pm, i just havent been having a focus sleeping schdule again, see this is what mad days off do to me, god i hate it haha, but other then nothing is goin on so im out for now later -KaRa Current Mood: awake Current Music: so cool-filter (Comment on this)
Monday, October 26th, 2009
2:42 pm	saturday to monday pooof. so[saturday] after i updated i chilled and got readi for work and then took a train to work, then taxi and then chilled at the bookstore for a bit and read some of my book and then went into work, and worked worked worked, it was a long day but it was super duper busy so it went by fast and then i got out on time waited for a taxi, and then went to the train station of course when i get off work its fuckin downpouring, and i had awhile to wait for a train but i did meet this cool kid name chris, who wanted my number, apparently we gona chill soon it the future, but who knows, and then finally i got to sayville, saw the bums chillen at the train said hi, then came home and ate some food, took a shower, fucked around on melo, had some coffee, and then randomly came across my homie eddie i havent seen in yrs, he somehow got my number and asked if i wana chill so i said sure, so i got readi and then around 1amish he got here and we drove around for a bit, got some beer in pathmark, and then we drank a beer in his car then we decided to go chill at his house in guam and when i mean guam i really do mean that lmfao, i was all way out in the hamptons it was horrible haha, and then we chilled there for rest of the nite, just drinkin beers and shit, and then eventually i passedout at his house cuz he was too drunk to drive me home, then [sunday] i seriously slept all fuckin day, i never sleep all day, i was fuckin amazed haha, so i got up around 6pm, i was like i should get home, so we left his house, and then stopped at burgerking, and then got gas in his car and the guy walked away after he pumped our gas so we got 3 bucks for free which is always sic and then i got burgerking haha, and then i came home, ate some ramen and chilled online for a bit, eventually took a shower, talked to some people and then finally my homie dan came and got me, and we went to get meg!! cuz i havent seen her in forever and she needed some vitamin k haha, and i talked to my homie nick from ct on the way to her, and he said fri we gona chill and hes gona pik me up from work, which is cool, so then we went and got meg and went to maxwells in islip but that was lame so we ended up goin to half penny pub, got some drinks, meg was beyond wasted, eventually we smoked, bryan met up wit me later, which was cool, that we are talkin again cuz hes not goin out wit that dumb grl anymore which i also found out i used 2 chillw it her hahaha, eventually i went home, cuz i was tired and shit, then around 4am my friend dann stopped by that was so fuckin random haha then he had to go home cuz his aunt was in the hosp. and shit, so i came home 10 mins later and passedout, then today [monday]i slept slept slept slept, and then i got up around 1 somethin, had mad miss calls from people, called people bak, went online, talked to chris for a couple mins and now im bored online drinkin coffeee, chillen, my music on my comp is being retarded idk why, anywho so idk whats goin on exactly, chris and christina apparently want to chill later but lets see if that happens, and i gota go get my haircut if they are open, so i guess ill call them in a bit, and then around 7ish im goin to the movie theater to meet my homie gregg to see saw 6, hopefully it doesnt suck, least im not paying, but who knows what im doin after that i guess ill see what happens, but other then that nothing is goin on so im out for now -KaRa Current Mood: bored Current Music: iron on-superchunk (Comment on this)
Saturday, October 24th, 2009
9:29 am	thrusday to saturday so lastnite [thrusday] after i updated i chilled online for a bit, eventually got readi, and then got dropped off at work, and then worked worked worked, it was a long day as usual, and then i got out on time, and then my mom came and got me, and we stopped at shop rite and i got halloween robzombie film collection special ed. for fuckin 8 bucks, i was so fuckin excited hahaha, and then i came home ate some pizza took a shower, then around 11ish, frank meet up wit me, yeah we made peace finally, and then we drove around for a bit, and then chilled, eventually we went bak to his house and watch drag me to hell <3 and i ended up staying there for the nite cuz he was too tired to bring me home, which is cool cuz he said he'l bring me to work, so then we eventually passedout, then [friday] i slept most of the day, felt like shit all day, stupid drinkin wit frank, i always feel like blah after chillen wit him and then around 1ish we left his house and i went to my house and change my clothes and then stopped at sevs got some foods, and then went to work, worked all day, it went so slow it was unreal, and finally i got out 5 mins late, and then i went to the bookstore for a bit, and read of my book, then walked around kingkullen, then finally my mom came around 1015 to get me, and then we stopped at kohls and then got tacobell and got the black taco <3 which is beyond amazing and im in love wit it, and then i took a shower, fucked around online for lil bit and then passedout cuz i was exhausted, then today [saturday] i slept slept slept slept, then woke up around 9, later then i wanted to, got work soon, 1130 to 745, so i gota take a train and taxi to work which is lamee, but oh well, i got to borrow six bucks from my brother seeing that i dont wana break 100 in a taxi, which is cool, but other then that nothing is goin on, gota take the train soon, seeing the only train is at 1027, which wont make me late to work, no idea what im doin afterwards but it b cool do somethin seeing i got next three days off, i guess ill see what happens but im out for now later -KaRa Current Mood: awake Current Music: slipping away-dope (Comment on this)
Thursday, October 22nd, 2009
10:40 am	lastnight and today so lastnite [wednesday]after i updated i chilled online for a bit, nothing too exciting, then i talked to jamas, and he said all this shit r goin down, and then he said i mite go bak to jail for seven yrs becuz of not paying fines he owe wen he got arrested which is bullshit and he also lost his job and blah de blah, soo obvs i cannot b wit someone like this, it wouldnt be right to deal wit someone in jail, when i left petey cuz only cuz of jail cuz i cant deal wit it, so we ended it, it wasnt anything serious anyways, and eh maybe we shouldnt of been offical anyways, it was a fun couple days of chillen, but now hes angry at the world and saying he dont need anyone and all this bullshit, hes kinda psycho but least he agree we should break up and apparently not mad at me, but i havent really talked to him since then oh well, nothing i can do, so then i talked to chris again for awhile, eventually ate some food, then just relax for a bit, got readi for work, then around 630ish i left for work, cuz it was my only ride, got to the book almost around 7ish, chilled at the bookstore and read some of my book for a bit and then went into work, which went slow as always, cause nites are always dead, which is so fuckin annoying, and then i actually got out at 1130, which closing wasnt that bad, and then i went and got mcd;s ate that shit, watch the new southpark episode which was amusing and then watch some of its always sunny in philldeplha, and then passedout, then today [thrusday]i slept slept slept then in the middle of the nite kept waking up a million times cuz of REALLY fuckin night terrors, they were fuckin unreal, i would get panic attacks over them, ugh, i hate sleepin sometimes, then finally i got bak to sleep, and then woke up aorund 10ish, and now im bored online drinkin coffee, got work soon, 130 to 915, and hopefully my brothers apt dont run late so he can take me but other then that nothin is goin on so im out for now later -KaRa Current Mood: bored Current Music: stop-dope (Comment on this)
Wednesday, October 21st, 2009
11:56 am	lastnight and today so lastnite [tuesday] after i updated i chilled online, and then eventually i ate dinner, talked to jamas and some others online, then went to the store wit my mom, and then got cigs, and then came home and showered, had some coffee, fucked around on melo, was bored mostly, and then talked to jamas a lot, he was leaving to do somethin stupid, which im really worried about, but i was exhausted so i had to go sleep around 1ish, then today [wednesday] i kept waking up on and off, or having fucked up nite terrors it was rideclous, and then my mom kept waking me up it was rideclous and then finally i got up around 10 mins to 11, went online, got messages from jamas offline that worried me, apparently he got into a bad fight, ughh and then i talked to chris, and now jamas is online and he told me how fucked he is, hes like super fuckin fucked its rideclous, and im trying to talk to him but shit cuz i cant deal wit this jail shit for 5th time in a row, i really cant, but hes not listening to me, and then i talked to chris more, and now im bored drinkin coffee, got work later tonite around 730 to 1130 which sucks but whatever, probably just gona relax til work, but other then that nothing is goin on so im out for now later -KaRa Current Mood: annoyed Current Music: say my name-superchunk (Comment on this)
Tuesday, October 20th, 2009
8:13 pm	saturday to tuesday... wow poof. so [saturday] after i updated i chilled online for awhile, just mainly talkin to people online, i eventually got offline around midnight, talked to jamas for an hr on the phone and then eventually passedout, then [sunday] of course i woke up hella late, went online fast, got readi for work, worked worked worked, it was an early day got out at 1245am, got out on time, bought a new cute shirt, my mom was an hr late coming to get me, got home around 2ish, went online real fast, jamas told me to come out early cuz he got out of work early, wordd. so i got readi, they were doin traxx work again, so i took the bus to babylon which was for free, and then took a 402 bus to jamica, met this cool grl name melissa who ran away from a group home, i kick it wit her til i got off at my stop cuz she was goin to penn, then me and jamas took the bus to his hood, went to his house, got some magic hat before we got to his house and chilled, and ate food and drank, eventually went to the park and chilled there for a bit, and then went bak to his house around 9, and just chilled in his room, drank more beers, passedout mad early like around midnight haha, and then woke up a couple times, then offically passedout around 6am, and then [monday]and then slept til about 10 am, and then chilled downstairs at his crib, watch the lost boys, ate some chinese food, and chilled, eventually we left and took a walk to this wood shit, that has mad fucked up shit like crosses and stuff, and dead doll heads haha i took pictures it was fuckin sic and then we eventually left there, and went bak to his house and then around 8ish or so his boi doug came and got us, and we dropped his grl off and then we went to li, and chilled wit harlen marie nikole <3 and some others, just chilled, my phone died so i charge it on nikoles laptop, it was cool, we left around midnight, i was shot, came bak to jamas, and then passed rite the fuck out haha, and then today [tuesday]i slept most of the day, i guess i was tired, eventually me and jamas woke up, and chilled got chinese food again around noonish, ate it and watch southpark, and then we just chilled in his room, just talkin and shit and then around 330ish we left and walked around, and chilled at the park, took a 5pm bus to jamica so i can get home cause i havent been home in days and i got work tomorrow, even through its late i had to get home, so i got to jamica around 6ish, got my ticket, jamas left, take bus home and then i waited for my train for like 20 mins, then i almost got kicked off the train cuz apparently it was a peak train but usually they dont pay atten to that shit but some layde next to me was nice to give me a dollar cuz i was short, thank god, i think thats so b.s. but whatever so then read a bit, talked to chris and then got home like around 730ish, and now im bored online, waitin for my mom to make me dinner haha, not sure what im doin for rest of the nite, i kno i gota go get cigs later but thats all i got planned so i guess ill see what happens, but other then that nothin is goin on i dont have work til 730pm tom nite, which is shitty hours but whatveer, but im out for now later -KaRa Current Mood: bored Current Music: nasty-blaze ya dead homie (Comment on this)
Saturday, October 17th, 2009
7:10 pm	lastnight and today so lastnite [friday]after i updated i chilled online, was rather bored, try to call jamas but his phone keeps saying end call, end call, and of course it does cuz its boost, and then i try call it on antoher phone its just busy singal, so i guess he bust it up at the show which really does suck, ugh whatever, so i talked to chris for a bit and some other people, eventually ate somethin real fast and then took a shower, and then got readi then around 5ish, chris came anda got me and then we went and got lizzie, and then went and got my check, cash it, went to the liquor store and got a lil bottle of dragon berry which was a bad idea later on that nite haha, and then we went to bayshore to joeys house where we were having lizz's party and we chilled and got mcdonalds, eventually around 8ish we left and got jenni, christina disappeared, oh well and then we went bak to bayshore, i finsh my bottle really fast and then i had some of chris's vodka, and i got pretty damn wasted and then i met some of daves friends which is jenni's bf, couple of his friends, his freind danny was alright i guess, and we chilled at the party for a lil bit and eventually i left wit them, and stopped at my house wasted which was a really bad idea, cuz i got into a fight wit my mom and brother and it was bad, i didnt realize how drunk i was haa, and then i end up goin bak to huntington and staying at danny's for the nite, then today [saturday] i slept slept slept and then kept waking up on and off, then around 10ish i left danny's house and him and his brother brought me home and he said he was gona bring me to work but never did so i was kinda fucked cuz the idiots dint listen to me wen i told them directionns so i didnt get home til 1130 which is when i had to be up so i called work and said i would be half an hr late, so i got dressed quickly and then got somethin from the deli really fast and then got to work around 1215, which they didnt even care, and then worked worked worked worked, and the day went so fuckin slow, and of course i got outa work 15 mins late, and then got this cute green and orange hoodie, and these boots like uggs but better and they are so fuckin warm and sic, and then i came home, went online, talked to nikole, ate dinner and now im bored on the phone talkin to chris, tonites bina bday party but im way too fuckin tired and i got work at 745am so im probably gona shower and relax and then passout mad early, but other then that nothin is goin on so im out for now later -KaRA Current Mood: exhausted Current Music: razorblade salvation-jedi mind tricks (Comment on this)
Friday, October 16th, 2009
11:48 am	lastnight and today so lastnite [thrusday] i really didnt do much of anything, just chilled online for a lil bit, nothing too exciting, was bored actually hah, talked to chris when he came home from work for awhile, talked to some other people, fucked around on melo, and then just chilled, one or two people asked me to chill, but i was too tired, so around 1230ish, i got offline, and i passed the fuck out, i was so exhausted it wasnt even funny, then today [friday] i slept slept slept and seeing i went to bed somewhat up early, i woke up earlyish, well early for my day off i got up 10 mins to 11, got up went online, my comp was actin wierd so i restarted it and here i am bored about to have some coffee, and i guess im just relaxing til later, so apparently chris is coming here after 5 so we can go get my check and cash it and then later to lizzie's party horray! and my homie pajams was suppose to come out tonite after 6 when he gets off work, but idk whats goin on seeing i havent heard from him since lastnite meh i guess ill see what happens ill call him in lil bit or somethin but i think hes at work, either way whatever goes down i want to do somethin seeing its my day off, i kno we deff goin to lizzie's bday party so that should b fun but other then that nothin is really goin on so im out for now later -KaRa Current Mood: bouncy Current Music: worker bees-billy talent (Comment on this)
Thursday, October 15th, 2009
8:36 pm	lastnight and today so lastnite [wednesday] after i updated i chilled online, was bored most part, talked to chris a lot nothing too exciting, and then eventually i ate dinner and watch zombieland, which was sic moovie actually it was hysterical and then i took a shower had some coffee, then my friend steve wanted to chill and he lives down the st, so i chilled wit him for a bit, walked to sevs got cigs and me a beer, and walked around and talked and such, and then frank called me which i was surprise and asked me if iw ana chill, and i said sure, so i came home and said bye to steve and then frank got there 10 mins later, and we drove around for a bit, drank in a parkinglot in bayport, and just chilled and drank some beers, it was fun at first and then he was being obmxious and i ignore it, and then later on wen we went bak to my town and got another beer, he was being moody and shit, and i made one fuckn joke and he bugged out on me and left my house 2am, and sped off which was totally not needed cuz if he woke someone up i was gona be fuckin pissed but luckly he didnt wake anyone up then i talked to jamas and vented then frank to see if he was mad but apparently he wasnt, then i passedout then today [thrusday] i slept slept slept and slept more, woke up later then i wanted to, got up around 820ish, had a brownie got readi for work,then left for work a round 9, got there a couple mins late and then worked worked worked it was a long fuckin day, and i totally forgot we have produce and meats now so the store was pretty damn busy, and then eventually i got out, it was a long day, oh on my break i saw my girlie ashley jade who i havent seen in a million yrs, and then i had an hr to kill before my mom came, so i walkd wit alyssa to kingkullen to get bagle bits, and then walked around the store and got these new cute pants for 7 bucks =D and then eventually my mom came and we stopped at some stores, came home ate some food, and this is where i get pissed apparently me and frank are never chillen again cuz he cant take a joke and instead being civil like the age he is he sends me a message on fuckin fb insulting me, like really that just shows hes not worth it fuck him, so unlike him i write him a civil message saying have a nice life, too bad we couldnt b friends, and this just shows how good i had it wit pete least he loves me for me, and i honestly think he will only be the one who does ugh i hate men, i just dont get how irrational frank can be fuckin wow. good rinnace. anywho and now i am here bored, about to take a shower in lil bit cuz i feel ick, then who knows what im doin, i dont got work tom, but its all ick out so i doubt ill do anything tonite, but who knows but other then that nothin is goin on so im out for now later -KaRa Current Mood: pissed off Current Music: she-misfits (Comment on this)
Wednesday, October 14th, 2009
2:20 pm	lastnight and today so lastnite [tuesday]after i updated i chilled online, i ate somethin real fast, and then got readi to work, talked to my homie pajamas and then took a train to bayshore, then got to work 15 mins to spare damn i walk fast its not like its a short walk, then i worked worked worked, first part of the day went fast, then it got super slow towards the end, and then jackie put me in the dollarspot forever, i was readi to kill myself forreal but finally i got out on time maybe a minute or two late, then my mom was there and then we stopped at mcdonalds and then came home, ate my mcd's talked to jamaas again and chilled, and then eventually went online, fucked arund melo, and was bored for a bit, talked to jamas again, and then passedout around 3am, woo for no sleep, then today [wednesday] i slept slept slept slept and finally got up around 1ish, got up decided to walk to the shoe place to see if i could get my bebe jacket fix cause the zipper broke last dec while fighting wit an ex drunk, and shit man it was cost fuckin 40 bucks so fuckk that ill just get a new fuckin jacket, its a shame cuz its a nice fuckin coat, oh well so then i went and bought cigs and then a lighter cause my pretty green lighter died lastnite =[ and then rann into steve while walkin home, said what up to him, and then talked to chris and jamas a bit, and now im bored online drinkin coffee, and its my day off and of course i have nothing to do =[ which is lameee but oh well i guess ill see what happens i would hit up frank but he never answers my txt i asked if he was ignoring me but he said no he said he call me lastnite but never did, whatever im done wit his games, after always talkin to me almost everyday and see me and then outa no where do this past couple days, obvs hes not worth it, it just sucks cuz we did become such good friends, but honestly u never kno who ur real friends are cuz this always fuckin happen, whatever man i guess ill see how the days goes, i cant do much anyways seeing i got work tomorrow at 915am tom ughh, but im out for now later -KaRa Current Mood: bored Current Music: shimmer-fuel (Comment on this)
Tuesday, October 13th, 2009
12:56 pm	lastnight and today so lastnite [monday]after i updated i chilled here mianly, was pretty much, talked to chris a lot of times, just was on facebook mainly, ate some food, eventually got readi for work and then chilled online for a bit and then around quarter to 6 i left to go to bayshore cuz it was my only ride and then i chilled at the bookstore and read some of my book, and then went to work, it was so slower it was fuckin deader then the undead..it was rideclous, but on the brightside i got out early =] cuase i didnt feel good and the store was super duper clean, and then of course my mom wasnt home wen i called to get me early so i had to wait 20 mins for her to get here, so then when she came i bitched at her lol and then i came home, ate somethin went online, talked to chris and then passedout around 1230ish i was exhausted, then today [tuesday]i slept slept slept and slept more, and then i got up around noon, i didnt want to get up that late, ugh whatever so now im bored online drinkin coffee talkin to chris, got work soon, at 3, but have no ride of course so i gota take a train, so im gona take a 141 train so im not late for work, probably walk to my job from the train station if it isnt super cold, so i can save money because im poor lol but yeah workin 3pm to 1130pm, ugh kill me again, but hopefully ill get out early, like i did lastnite i guess ill see what happens, and yay for having tomorrow off also haha, but im out for now later -KaRa Current Mood: bored Current Music: daughters down-kittie (Comment on this)