KaRa's Journal

tuesday to thrusday
pooooooooof.

so [tuesday] after i updated i chilled online for a bit, nothing too exciting then i went and took a shower, and then went to the train station and met up w/ jay punx drunk, who i havent seen in awhile, went bak to bayshore to chill, drank a 40 of steelie cuz they didnt have old e, chilled, watch tv for awhile, and then i came home around 2 or 3, chilled online ate food, went bak out to p town and chilled w/ my homie pat, drank a beer by the water, came home again, and then i just relax online for a bit then lamm wanted me to come to out to nassau so i said sure, i was kinda drunk so yayy for stupid decisons haha, so i took a 638 train to rockville center cuz he lives in w hempstead, and we stopped to get cigs and i went to pee in kfc and i just chilled outside his house, mad other people lived there too, it was okay time, just drank beer and chilled, at one pt i decided i didnt wana b there, so i took a train bak, got bak to babylon around 11 somethin to find out there is no fuckin trains bak to sayville at all, so i was fucked and i didnt think my mother was gona b up or anything so i took a fuckin 42 taxi home cuz i didnt kno what to do at all, ughhh, and then i came bak to sayville, lost 10 bucks somehow so now i have even more less money then i had, met up w/ sean, screamed at him for hrs cause i wasnt happy w/ him or sitation we have or w/e. and apparently i really mad him upset cause he was crying and all this nonsense and then some drunk dude try to fight him and then the cops came, so i was gona go home but sean kept following me, and it was fight after fight after fight, and then he magically wants go bak out w/ me now cuz he realizes now how fucked up hes being, it just doesnt make sense, why couldnt he always appreciate me ugh, so whatever finally we solved shit i left him sleep in my room til 630am, then he went on his way then [wednesday]i slept slept slept, kept waking up on and off, and then finally around 5pm i got up, chilled downstairs, watch the departed, eventually sean called me saying how he wants to see me and everything else and i said okay, so he told me to take 859 train so i went and ate dinner, finished watching the departed, took a shower, got readi, went and made the train got there, sean was late of course like 20 mins or so, oh well, his new house is kinda far fom the train station, so finally he gets there and of course he had a beer and then we chilld at the train station mad people were there, it was annoying, sean was trying to talk to me about shit but i was still mad from the nite before fuck im always mad at him cuz hes most diffiuclt person to be w/ and im not happy at all, and then we finally took a 12 somethin train bak to sayville and went to my house and talked for lil bit but mainly just went to sleep,i was exhausted im always exhausted these days, then today [thrusday] woke up at 630am to get sean out of my house ,and then he left and i said goodbye, no idea when im here from him seeing he doesnt have a phone or anything in his new house =/ and then i went bak to slep, and then slept til around 12ish, got up, went online, updated my computer had some food, talked to jamie for a bit and now im bored chillen before work, got work soon, well not that soon but i gota go in at 545 and work til 1015, which aint too bad no idea what im doin afterwards but i do have off tomorrow which b cool to do somethin i guess ill see what happens butother then that nothing is goin on so im out for now later

-KaRa

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