KaRa's Journal

lastnight and today
so lastnite [wednesday] after i updated i chilled online, for awhile, fuckin around on facebook nothing too special, eventually i went down to the deli and got some pizza and smokes saw kim well she scream my name across the st, so i went to her house and ate my food said what up to doc, chilled wit her for a bit, came home around 230ish, chilled online for a bit, had arguements wit sean on myspace and txts hes such a fuckin dick man its unreal, and he also threatented to put file harrasement charges on me cuz apparently hes a pussy and afraid of a 94 pound chick, whatever im over it, im sick of someone treating me like shit non stop and then i chilled took a shower, then around 547 i decided to chill wit randy aka satan and took a train there, went i got to mastic of course sean was walking right up to the train station so i ran to to the ticket both and hid, and then had to walk through apt to randys so i was fucked anyways, so he saw me and and screamed yo a few times and started buggin out why r u here blah de blah cuz apparently its against the law for kara to be in mastic if she aint wit sean no more and i said i was goin to my friends house and he was buggin out cuz apparently its against the law have friends even after the kid dumps u and makes it seem like they dunt care about you and all this bullshit, so we argue for a bit, and then i left and he started yellin wen i was leaving and i was like whatever cuz im too old for this shit, and then i walked to randys and chilled there drank some beer listen to some good music, around 9 i got bak to the train station cuz sean asked i wanted see him cuz he thought i thought i was too good for him which is bullshit but whatever and then wen i came bak there and even bought him a beer he didnt even take the beer so fuck him, i drank his on my own hahaha =] and he was a douchebag yellin at me or cars lol for no reason so i said fuck it, he left wit rj and i took the train home, came home for 10 mins, then went bak out and saw my friend chris george who i havent seen since h.s. and we smoked a bit i drank a beer but he only chilled for half an hr cuz he had to get his brother or some shit but i think he didnt wana chill, whatever i went home, went online for lil bit was pissed off @ the world and then passedout around 11ish, then today [thrusday]i slept slept slept slept slept and then finally i got up around 730ish, quickly got readi went online real fast, went to work was 5 mins late, no biggie worked worked worked, it went so slow, got off on time, went and bought a pregancy test cuz i still been buggin out cuz i dont got my period yet, and it was driving me insane, so after i bought it , i went to the bathroom at barnes and noble and saids im not, so maybe i really am stressing myself as i first thought aha, my luck ill probably get it tomorrow or somethin but if i dont get it in a week or two ill get another one, cuz sometimes those things arent accurate, but now thinking about i really think its all my head, then i talked to jenni and then chris, then talked to johnny outside of my job and then finally around 5ish my mother got here, and then we stopped at the store and now im bored online drinkin coffee, and waitin for dinner to be readi no idea whats goin on tonite, probably nothing oh well i need to relax, but it b cool to do somethin for lil bit seeing i dunt got work til 130 tomorrow but i guess ill see what happens but im out for now later

-KaRa

Current Mood: relieved
Current Music: pain-jimmy eat world