KaRa's Journal

lastnight and today
so lastnite [thrusday] after i updated i chilled here, was mainly on fb, was quite bored, nothing exciting was happening, and then i watch 10 things i hate about you, the season finale was so cute lol, then outa no where jenni called me i havent heard from her in months i was amazed she wanted to drink and such, so i said ill hit up chris so i did and he said he'l chill so i went and got cigs and then took a shower, and got readi then talked to frank on the phone for a lil bit and then chris got here and we went to jennis and chilled there til we put the baby to sleep, and then we left and cash her check, and went to lizzies and chilled and drank some jack <3 and had a couple of irish beers mmm, and then we left around 12ish, and went and got frank, bought him a 40 of st ides cuz he asked for it, and then went to him and decided to park in the jag parking lot, and thought we just gona sit in the car and chill but then he decided he wanted to buy me and chris drinks, so i got two cranberry nd vodka, which i shouldnt of done that cuz i got so drunk, esp top off the 40, that i didnt even finish so we brought frank home around 1 somethin, then we stopped at went to sevs and got myself nachos and then i came home and watch roseann and talked to frank on the phone which lead me being an idiot and fighting wit him and it was bad, like really bad, to the pt he hung up the phone and turn it off, which just remind me of pete cuz he always did that, it was such a bad fight over bullshit of where we stand and all this other crap, i hate when i get this way, idk whats wrong wit me i was freakin out, i gota stop getting drunk, fuck it i gota stop drinkin malt liquor its just gona end up killing me i swear, so after that drama sean txt me outa no where askin me for sex wtf? hes rideclous, he really needs to lose my number forreal, then finally i went to sleep like almost 5am ugh, then today [friday]slept slept slept slept, got woken up to my mom saying i had to leave wit her at 9 or i didnt have a ride and i had to b into work at 1030, so i got up, got readi, then went to bayshore, chilled at the bookstore for an hr, read some girl bomb, felt bad about the whole frank thing, txt him twice but didnt get anything back =/ so then i worked worked worked it went pretty fast, then i didnt have a ride home, so i walked in the rain to the train station which took an hr, which i didnt mind walkin even through i got drench, i need to clear my head anyways, and the rain relaxes me so much, it felt nice actually, and then finally frank txt me and said no hes never talkin to me again, and i said sorry and freaked out cuz he is a good friends and i have fun wit him, and i dont want to lose him i really dont, and somehow he decided to give me one more chance so not only did he continue to txt me he said me a cute picture of him playing gutiar, god the boy hurts my head and then my train was on time for once in its life and then i got home around 530ish, took a shower, ate some hot pockets and here i am bored, about to have a beer in lil bit cuz my brother dumped my 40 from lastnite haha so he said i can have a beer haha nice, and then apparently around 9 frank is coming to get me to chill, wtf ? right i dont get him he doesnt wana talk 2 me ever again then changes his mind and now wants to see me, he confuses me so much oh well, he said most likely hes gona txt me at 9, if i dont chill wit him i probably go to sleep soon, seeing i got work at 815 am tomorrow ughhh, but other then that nothing is goin on so im out for now and about to have a octoberfest in a bit woo hoo, im out for now later

-KaRa

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