KaRa's Journal

thrus to sun
so poof.

so [thrusday] after i updated i chilled online mainly, was mad bored most of the day and nite, talked to jenni and chris a lot mostly, nothing too exciting goin on, eventually ate dinner, took a shower, was bored more, fucked around on melo, was suppose to chill wit tobas, but he disappear as always, so then outa of nowhere rago and anthony hit me up havent heard from them in yrs, so they came and got me around almost 1am, went to jennis and chilled there wit her and her homie dave and chilled, drank lots of vodka, took a xanex, which was a super duper bad idea, cuz wen i got dropped off like 4 or 5 am at the trian station and walked home i killed myself on the way and apparently a cop stopped me and all this nonsense but i ended up being friend, i was in a deep sleep through wen i did pass out in my computer room, i never been that fucked, which i will never do again, cuz i had frank worried about me cuz i dialed him in my pocket had recorded my whole convo wit the cop, god im rideclous mess sometimes, then [friday] i slept most of the day, was quite exhausted, went to take the train to work, was a couple mins late, went to work, it went so slow, alyssa took my 45 wit me which was cool, end of the nite took forever, then i came home, went online for a bit, ate a bit, then got offline to go laydown, talked to my homie pete from ct, and then frank for a bit then passedout around 2am, then [saturday] i slept slept slept slept, got up, went to work early, went to the bookstore and got coffee mmm pumpkin spice latte its to die for, and then i worked wrked worked, got out on time, walked to the train station cuz i had no ride, missed the train, had an hr to kill so i bought a beer, talked to random people, and then came home took a shower, chilled online for a bit, read some of my book then passedout mad early cuz i had work mad early next day, then today [sunday] i woke up later then i wanted to, so i got readi mad fast, stopped at the deli got a coffee, and then went to work, and worked worked worked and of course of the stupid rain it was beyond busy, and then i got off on time at 515, and of course my mom was 15 mins late, then she had to get shit at target of course, and then we stopped at the gas station and i got cigs, and now im home, waitin for dinner to b readi, then im gona go take a shower and hopefully go out seeing i havent been out in a couple days, and i have work tom at 11, so i wana go out for lil bit, nothing too crazi, i wanted to see frank but hes drinkin vodka all day, so i asked if i can get a ride later cuz he asked me if could if i deff should he hasnt answer so i guess ill txt him later,i hate wen stupid shit like this happens, but my homie vinny wants to chill so i guess after im done eating and showering ill hit him up and see whats good, but who knows what will happen but other then that nothing is happening so im out for now later

-KaRa

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