KaRa's Journal

lastnight and today
so lastnite [tuesday] after i updated i chilled online, nothing too exciting, eventually ate dinner, was bored online for awhile, then took a shower, and then had some coffee, and chilled online, tobas disappear, typical, and i had no way to lizzie's for jenn's bday, so it really really really sucked, and they kept callin and whatnont, but it never happen, cause no one is around, it was annoying, so i just chilled at home, talked to chris a lot, or txt frank a lot the same ol shit day after day, then sean decided to show up at sayville around 1230am which i wanted to kill him, so i didnt want him to show up at my house, so i went over there and say hi, and walked and got a beer, which i probably shouldnt of, cuz now i got 3 dollars to my name, fuckin kill me now =[ and i dont get pay til friday, but my brother does owe me 10 bucks so hopefully im home wen my mom comes home, i guess ill see but im lacking cigs too ughhh so we had a beer, nothing too exciting for the most part he was annoying me by bringing up the past, and saying hes not over me, well that sucks i am, i said we can be friends but apparently thats not enough for me, he doesnt get well, i told him take a 208 train home cause there's no way im staying out all nite esp for not being his fuckin gf, and of course i get called an asshole in txt later, wen he gets home i guess, so then i came home and passedout cause i was exhausted cuz i never sleep, then today [wednesday] i slept slept slept and slept more and then woke up really early but i said fuck this, and went bak to sleep cuz its my day off no way am im gona b up 9am on my day off, then i got bak to sleep for a bit, have wierd ass dreams and then i got up at quarter to 2, went online, talked to chris for a lil bit, and now im bored drinkin coffee, no idea whats goin on tonite, i think around 3 or 4 im suppose b chillen wit frank, and goin shoppin lol, i kno its random but he wants to use my discount and etc., and i was like alrighty, but who knows if plans r gona go through cuz hes confusing, my friend rago wants to chill and drink tonite but meh idk, i guess see what happens, but other then that nothing is goin on so im out for now later

-KaRa

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