KaRa's Journal

lastnite and today
so lastnite [monday] literally after i updated it was a emotional wreck like forreal, so jay broke up wit me in txt message cuz apparently hes confused and shit goin too fast and he needs fix his life blah de blah he was sincere about it, but it sucked cuz he said all these amazing things and bam life is shitty but thats how my life goes, and i was kinda mad really mad, mad upset and didnt answer him bak for awhile and of course it was right before work so i was in such a shitty mood and of course i had to work all day and nite so i was meh, so i worked a bit, then me and jay talked and we gona b friends, and i thought just talkin terms then he decided tomorrow hes gona chill and hes kinda excited about it, so of cours ehes another one who hurts my head, well he is gemni, so its understand it just sucks, cuz the way i felt for him i havent felt in yrs, not even pete, but shit happens, i guess if its mean to b we'l b one day, but least we still chillen cuz i dont wana lose him hes awesome to have my life bah im rambling so im done wit this anywho, so i worked a lot, got out on time, got mcd;s came home ate food, watch part of cruel intentions and then passedout, then today [tuesday]i slept slept slept, woke up later then i wanted to got up around quarter to 7, went online had coffe, got readi for work, talked to jay on fb lol, and then went to work, i had such an early shift and i was stuck there til 4, it went super fast through haha, and then i got on time my brother was late getting me, and then we got my momz at work, stopped at mexican place, came home, got money, went and bought cigs and then i came home and now im chillen here bored drinkin coffee, gota go shower soonish, cuz jay is chillen tonite oh man this is really gona b good or bad, who knows hah, he aint chillen til around 830-9, cuz he got some shit to do, so i got some time but other then that ntohin else is goin on so im out for now later

-KaRa

Current Mood: bored
Current Music: outside-staind