Current mood:	cold
Current music:	otherside-red hot chili peppers

monday to wednesday
::poof::

so [monday] after i updated, my brother came home, and told me he can bring me to work, so woo for no trains fuckin awesome, so then i went and got readi and all that fun stuff, then around 12ish, i left and got to work, and started right away work work work work, got a break at 4, then worked worked worked worked got my 45 at 6, went and ate food, and walked around rite aid, and then went bak to work, and worked worked worked worked, got my last break at 8, and then worked worked worked worked, and then i got out on time, and my mom was there on time, and then i came home and chilled online and right on time pete called me at 930 and i talked to him for a few mins got some disturbing news apparently he talked to his lawyer today and apparently shit went bad, apparently now he aint getting 6 months to a year now his lawyer said its gonna be 2 fuckin yearsss and upstate which means i wont see him or anything, and honestly i cant deal with this, its bad enought hes in riverhead, and everything so hard right now, i love him to death but i cant do this anymore i really dont need this, im strong but im getting weaker this boy is gonna be the end of me, its so heartbreaking, and i now i have to break his heart, and he'l either hate me or not hate me, but i gotta see whats the best interest me idk it sucks, then i was all mad and upset and i talked to jenni and then i talked to chris and then i decided i need to get the fuck outta here so i hit up chris the other one, and i asked him if he wanna chill around midnight and he said ughh fineee, so i got readi, and talked to chris, and then he was here and we went to sevs and got beers and then we went to centereach and chilled all nite, and drank some beers and listen to tool, it was a good time and then eventually i just stayed at my friends house cuz i didnt feel like goin home, so chris left, and i passedout then the next day [tuesday] i kept waking up on and off and then finally i got up around 11ish, left my friends house, took a taxi to the mall, waited for the bus at the mall, didnt feel good at all, txt bryan and asked if he can bring me to work and said yeah if i give gas money, so i said sure cuz i desperately need a ride to work cuz my mom had the car, so i came home around 1 somethin ate food, got my period that explains why i feel like shit and then i got readi, bryan was here early, and then i came out 5 mins later, then he brought me to work, i smoked a cig with him then he had to go then i chilled at barnes and nobles for a bit, talked to chirs, eventually walked to work, worked worked worked , felt like shit, worked worked worked more, got a break at 515, and then worked worked worked worked more, and then got my 45 at 7, got coffeee and cookies lol, talked to johnny boy, my friend break went fast, and then went bak to work, worked worked worked that kid chris surprise me and came to my job which i think is wierd so when i got my last break i went and chilled with him for it, then went bak to work, cleaning up the store went fast, and we got out 15 mins early which is awesome, so i waited for my mom to get there and then wen we did we stopped at the store and the gas station and then i came home, went online for a few mins and then ate some food and talked to chris and then watch niptuck and that 70s show and passedout, then today [wednesday] i slept pretty good, i got woken up in the morning cuz my mother being loud and then i went bak to sleep, and then i got up around 11 cuz my phone rang but it was a wrong number, so i decided to get up, got up found out my homie shuan is in jail, fuckin wonderful i really hope hes not in the same pod as pete, that just complicate things even more, cause shaun tends to be mr im a compulsive liar but whateverrr and then i had some cookies and then talked to tiffy for a bit had some coffee and talked to tiffy more and then chris, and now im bored online , no idea whats goin on tonite it is quite shitty out so probably nothing, but i do have off today and dont gotta b work tomorrow till 415, so whatever if anyone wanna hit me up but im out for now, i really hope pete calls me today grrr i need to speak to him but yeah im out now later

-KaRa