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Tuesday, October 27th, 2009
4:39 pm	lastnight and today so lastnite [monday] after i updated i called lemon tree and they said they were open and the grl i wanted to cut my hair was there, so i got dressed and walked down there, i had to wait for lil bit but that was fine, then she cut my hair, she did an awesome job, its super short but sic none the least a lot people like it actually lol, except frank he like bitched me out yo haha, whatever its my head, he aint my boyfriend, actually hes deff my bf. then i came home home and chilled for a bit then around 7 i left and walked down to the movie theater cuz i was meeting my friend greg there to go see saw 6, which was sicker then all the others it was beyond fuckin gorer which was un fuckin real, and i think i mite like this one the best honestly, and then after the movie i walked home and chilled in my house for an half an hr then i went to chill wit jay, which nikole ex's fiance but she wanted us to hangout it was so wierd, so whatever im down hes cool, and then he came and we walked around town, went to the cemtary and smoked a bit, his pot is beyond good, and then i drank a jooose and then we eventually got another beer, and i got budlight lime, walked around for a bit and then we eventually went to jarads to chill and then eventually i had a bright idea to walk to sevs after all the beers r gone and i was kinda drunk haha, and then i finally made it there, which took forever cuz i kept stopping haha, got there, got another beer, came bak to jarads and chilled and then simmers eventually came over and chilled, so jarad and bry were playing video games and i was outside talkin to jay, and he liked asked me out and shit, i guess he really is over nikole, i felt wierd at first but then i found out he told nikole cuz she wouldnt leave him alone and shes so happy about it, its fuckin wierd, but whatever, he seems like he actually could be good for me, i guess ill see what happens, and just b happpy, so yep goin out with jay and then around 6am i passedout, then today [tuesday] i slept slept slept and slept more, and then got up a couple times, cause my phone never fuckin shuts up, and then finally got up around 330ish, got up, went online, and now im bored drinkin coffee, but soonish im leaving to go out, jay should b chillen around 7, and he wants to see saw 6, so we gona do that hahha, so it should be fun, cuz i thought the movies was sic, no idea what im doin afterwards but i guess ill see what happens, im not gona chill too late seeing i got work tomorrow, even through aint til 5pm, i just havent been having a focus sleeping schdule again, see this is what mad days off do to me, god i hate it haha, but other then nothing is goin on so im out for now later -KaRa Current Mood: awake Current Music: so cool-filter (Comment on this)
Monday, October 26th, 2009
2:42 pm	saturday to monday pooof. so[saturday] after i updated i chilled and got readi for work and then took a train to work, then taxi and then chilled at the bookstore for a bit and read some of my book and then went into work, and worked worked worked, it was a long day but it was super duper busy so it went by fast and then i got out on time waited for a taxi, and then went to the train station of course when i get off work its fuckin downpouring, and i had awhile to wait for a train but i did meet this cool kid name chris, who wanted my number, apparently we gona chill soon it the future, but who knows, and then finally i got to sayville, saw the bums chillen at the train said hi, then came home and ate some food, took a shower, fucked around on melo, had some coffee, and then randomly came across my homie eddie i havent seen in yrs, he somehow got my number and asked if i wana chill so i said sure, so i got readi and then around 1amish he got here and we drove around for a bit, got some beer in pathmark, and then we drank a beer in his car then we decided to go chill at his house in guam and when i mean guam i really do mean that lmfao, i was all way out in the hamptons it was horrible haha, and then we chilled there for rest of the nite, just drinkin beers and shit, and then eventually i passedout at his house cuz he was too drunk to drive me home, then [sunday] i seriously slept all fuckin day, i never sleep all day, i was fuckin amazed haha, so i got up around 6pm, i was like i should get home, so we left his house, and then stopped at burgerking, and then got gas in his car and the guy walked away after he pumped our gas so we got 3 bucks for free which is always sic and then i got burgerking haha, and then i came home, ate some ramen and chilled online for a bit, eventually took a shower, talked to some people and then finally my homie dan came and got me, and we went to get meg!! cuz i havent seen her in forever and she needed some vitamin k haha, and i talked to my homie nick from ct on the way to her, and he said fri we gona chill and hes gona pik me up from work, which is cool, so then we went and got meg and went to maxwells in islip but that was lame so we ended up goin to half penny pub, got some drinks, meg was beyond wasted, eventually we smoked, bryan met up wit me later, which was cool, that we are talkin again cuz hes not goin out wit that dumb grl anymore which i also found out i used 2 chillw it her hahaha, eventually i went home, cuz i was tired and shit, then around 4am my friend dann stopped by that was so fuckin random haha then he had to go home cuz his aunt was in the hosp. and shit, so i came home 10 mins later and passedout, then today [monday]i slept slept slept slept, and then i got up around 1 somethin, had mad miss calls from people, called people bak, went online, talked to chris for a couple mins and now im bored online drinkin coffeee, chillen, my music on my comp is being retarded idk why, anywho so idk whats goin on exactly, chris and christina apparently want to chill later but lets see if that happens, and i gota go get my haircut if they are open, so i guess ill call them in a bit, and then around 7ish im goin to the movie theater to meet my homie gregg to see saw 6, hopefully it doesnt suck, least im not paying, but who knows what im doin after that i guess ill see what happens, but other then that nothing is goin on so im out for now -KaRa Current Mood: bored Current Music: iron on-superchunk (Comment on this)
Saturday, October 24th, 2009
9:29 am	thrusday to saturday so lastnite [thrusday] after i updated i chilled online for a bit, eventually got readi, and then got dropped off at work, and then worked worked worked, it was a long day as usual, and then i got out on time, and then my mom came and got me, and we stopped at shop rite and i got halloween robzombie film collection special ed. for fuckin 8 bucks, i was so fuckin excited hahaha, and then i came home ate some pizza took a shower, then around 11ish, frank meet up wit me, yeah we made peace finally, and then we drove around for a bit, and then chilled, eventually we went bak to his house and watch drag me to hell <3 and i ended up staying there for the nite cuz he was too tired to bring me home, which is cool cuz he said he'l bring me to work, so then we eventually passedout, then [friday] i slept most of the day, felt like shit all day, stupid drinkin wit frank, i always feel like blah after chillen wit him and then around 1ish we left his house and i went to my house and change my clothes and then stopped at sevs got some foods, and then went to work, worked all day, it went so slow it was unreal, and finally i got out 5 mins late, and then i went to the bookstore for a bit, and read of my book, then walked around kingkullen, then finally my mom came around 1015 to get me, and then we stopped at kohls and then got tacobell and got the black taco <3 which is beyond amazing and im in love wit it, and then i took a shower, fucked around online for lil bit and then passedout cuz i was exhausted, then today [saturday] i slept slept slept slept, then woke up around 9, later then i wanted to, got work soon, 1130 to 745, so i gota take a train and taxi to work which is lamee, but oh well, i got to borrow six bucks from my brother seeing that i dont wana break 100 in a taxi, which is cool, but other then that nothing is goin on, gota take the train soon, seeing the only train is at 1027, which wont make me late to work, no idea what im doin afterwards but it b cool do somethin seeing i got next three days off, i guess ill see what happens but im out for now later -KaRa Current Mood: awake Current Music: slipping away-dope (Comment on this)
Thursday, October 22nd, 2009
10:40 am	lastnight and today so lastnite [wednesday]after i updated i chilled online for a bit, nothing too exciting, then i talked to jamas, and he said all this shit r goin down, and then he said i mite go bak to jail for seven yrs becuz of not paying fines he owe wen he got arrested which is bullshit and he also lost his job and blah de blah, soo obvs i cannot b wit someone like this, it wouldnt be right to deal wit someone in jail, when i left petey cuz only cuz of jail cuz i cant deal wit it, so we ended it, it wasnt anything serious anyways, and eh maybe we shouldnt of been offical anyways, it was a fun couple days of chillen, but now hes angry at the world and saying he dont need anyone and all this bullshit, hes kinda psycho but least he agree we should break up and apparently not mad at me, but i havent really talked to him since then oh well, nothing i can do, so then i talked to chris again for awhile, eventually ate some food, then just relax for a bit, got readi for work, then around 630ish i left for work, cuz it was my only ride, got to the book almost around 7ish, chilled at the bookstore and read some of my book for a bit and then went into work, which went slow as always, cause nites are always dead, which is so fuckin annoying, and then i actually got out at 1130, which closing wasnt that bad, and then i went and got mcd;s ate that shit, watch the new southpark episode which was amusing and then watch some of its always sunny in philldeplha, and then passedout, then today [thrusday]i slept slept slept then in the middle of the nite kept waking up a million times cuz of REALLY fuckin night terrors, they were fuckin unreal, i would get panic attacks over them, ugh, i hate sleepin sometimes, then finally i got bak to sleep, and then woke up aorund 10ish, and now im bored online drinkin coffee, got work soon, 130 to 915, and hopefully my brothers apt dont run late so he can take me but other then that nothin is goin on so im out for now later -KaRa Current Mood: bored Current Music: stop-dope (Comment on this)
Wednesday, October 21st, 2009
11:56 am	lastnight and today so lastnite [tuesday] after i updated i chilled online, and then eventually i ate dinner, talked to jamas and some others online, then went to the store wit my mom, and then got cigs, and then came home and showered, had some coffee, fucked around on melo, was bored mostly, and then talked to jamas a lot, he was leaving to do somethin stupid, which im really worried about, but i was exhausted so i had to go sleep around 1ish, then today [wednesday] i kept waking up on and off, or having fucked up nite terrors it was rideclous, and then my mom kept waking me up it was rideclous and then finally i got up around 10 mins to 11, went online, got messages from jamas offline that worried me, apparently he got into a bad fight, ughh and then i talked to chris, and now jamas is online and he told me how fucked he is, hes like super fuckin fucked its rideclous, and im trying to talk to him but shit cuz i cant deal wit this jail shit for 5th time in a row, i really cant, but hes not listening to me, and then i talked to chris more, and now im bored drinkin coffee, got work later tonite around 730 to 1130 which sucks but whatever, probably just gona relax til work, but other then that nothing is goin on so im out for now later -KaRa Current Mood: annoyed Current Music: say my name-superchunk (Comment on this)
Tuesday, October 20th, 2009
8:13 pm	saturday to tuesday... wow poof. so [saturday] after i updated i chilled online for awhile, just mainly talkin to people online, i eventually got offline around midnight, talked to jamas for an hr on the phone and then eventually passedout, then [sunday] of course i woke up hella late, went online fast, got readi for work, worked worked worked, it was an early day got out at 1245am, got out on time, bought a new cute shirt, my mom was an hr late coming to get me, got home around 2ish, went online real fast, jamas told me to come out early cuz he got out of work early, wordd. so i got readi, they were doin traxx work again, so i took the bus to babylon which was for free, and then took a 402 bus to jamica, met this cool grl name melissa who ran away from a group home, i kick it wit her til i got off at my stop cuz she was goin to penn, then me and jamas took the bus to his hood, went to his house, got some magic hat before we got to his house and chilled, and ate food and drank, eventually went to the park and chilled there for a bit, and then went bak to his house around 9, and just chilled in his room, drank more beers, passedout mad early like around midnight haha, and then woke up a couple times, then offically passedout around 6am, and then [monday]and then slept til about 10 am, and then chilled downstairs at his crib, watch the lost boys, ate some chinese food, and chilled, eventually we left and took a walk to this wood shit, that has mad fucked up shit like crosses and stuff, and dead doll heads haha i took pictures it was fuckin sic and then we eventually left there, and went bak to his house and then around 8ish or so his boi doug came and got us, and we dropped his grl off and then we went to li, and chilled wit harlen marie nikole <3 and some others, just chilled, my phone died so i charge it on nikoles laptop, it was cool, we left around midnight, i was shot, came bak to jamas, and then passed rite the fuck out haha, and then today [tuesday]i slept most of the day, i guess i was tired, eventually me and jamas woke up, and chilled got chinese food again around noonish, ate it and watch southpark, and then we just chilled in his room, just talkin and shit and then around 330ish we left and walked around, and chilled at the park, took a 5pm bus to jamica so i can get home cause i havent been home in days and i got work tomorrow, even through its late i had to get home, so i got to jamica around 6ish, got my ticket, jamas left, take bus home and then i waited for my train for like 20 mins, then i almost got kicked off the train cuz apparently it was a peak train but usually they dont pay atten to that shit but some layde next to me was nice to give me a dollar cuz i was short, thank god, i think thats so b.s. but whatever so then read a bit, talked to chris and then got home like around 730ish, and now im bored online, waitin for my mom to make me dinner haha, not sure what im doin for rest of the nite, i kno i gota go get cigs later but thats all i got planned so i guess ill see what happens, but other then that nothin is goin on i dont have work til 730pm tom nite, which is shitty hours but whatveer, but im out for now later -KaRa Current Mood: bored Current Music: nasty-blaze ya dead homie (Comment on this)
Saturday, October 17th, 2009
7:10 pm	lastnight and today so lastnite [friday]after i updated i chilled online, was rather bored, try to call jamas but his phone keeps saying end call, end call, and of course it does cuz its boost, and then i try call it on antoher phone its just busy singal, so i guess he bust it up at the show which really does suck, ugh whatever, so i talked to chris for a bit and some other people, eventually ate somethin real fast and then took a shower, and then got readi then around 5ish, chris came anda got me and then we went and got lizzie, and then went and got my check, cash it, went to the liquor store and got a lil bottle of dragon berry which was a bad idea later on that nite haha, and then we went to bayshore to joeys house where we were having lizz's party and we chilled and got mcdonalds, eventually around 8ish we left and got jenni, christina disappeared, oh well and then we went bak to bayshore, i finsh my bottle really fast and then i had some of chris's vodka, and i got pretty damn wasted and then i met some of daves friends which is jenni's bf, couple of his friends, his freind danny was alright i guess, and we chilled at the party for a lil bit and eventually i left wit them, and stopped at my house wasted which was a really bad idea, cuz i got into a fight wit my mom and brother and it was bad, i didnt realize how drunk i was haa, and then i end up goin bak to huntington and staying at danny's for the nite, then today [saturday] i slept slept slept and then kept waking up on and off, then around 10ish i left danny's house and him and his brother brought me home and he said he was gona bring me to work but never did so i was kinda fucked cuz the idiots dint listen to me wen i told them directionns so i didnt get home til 1130 which is when i had to be up so i called work and said i would be half an hr late, so i got dressed quickly and then got somethin from the deli really fast and then got to work around 1215, which they didnt even care, and then worked worked worked worked, and the day went so fuckin slow, and of course i got outa work 15 mins late, and then got this cute green and orange hoodie, and these boots like uggs but better and they are so fuckin warm and sic, and then i came home, went online, talked to nikole, ate dinner and now im bored on the phone talkin to chris, tonites bina bday party but im way too fuckin tired and i got work at 745am so im probably gona shower and relax and then passout mad early, but other then that nothin is goin on so im out for now later -KaRA Current Mood: exhausted Current Music: razorblade salvation-jedi mind tricks (Comment on this)
Friday, October 16th, 2009
11:48 am	lastnight and today so lastnite [thrusday] i really didnt do much of anything, just chilled online for a lil bit, nothing too exciting, was bored actually hah, talked to chris when he came home from work for awhile, talked to some other people, fucked around on melo, and then just chilled, one or two people asked me to chill, but i was too tired, so around 1230ish, i got offline, and i passed the fuck out, i was so exhausted it wasnt even funny, then today [friday] i slept slept slept and seeing i went to bed somewhat up early, i woke up earlyish, well early for my day off i got up 10 mins to 11, got up went online, my comp was actin wierd so i restarted it and here i am bored about to have some coffee, and i guess im just relaxing til later, so apparently chris is coming here after 5 so we can go get my check and cash it and then later to lizzie's party horray! and my homie pajams was suppose to come out tonite after 6 when he gets off work, but idk whats goin on seeing i havent heard from him since lastnite meh i guess ill see what happens ill call him in lil bit or somethin but i think hes at work, either way whatever goes down i want to do somethin seeing its my day off, i kno we deff goin to lizzie's bday party so that should b fun but other then that nothin is really goin on so im out for now later -KaRa Current Mood: bouncy Current Music: worker bees-billy talent (Comment on this)
Thursday, October 15th, 2009
8:36 pm	lastnight and today so lastnite [wednesday] after i updated i chilled online, was bored most part, talked to chris a lot nothing too exciting, and then eventually i ate dinner and watch zombieland, which was sic moovie actually it was hysterical and then i took a shower had some coffee, then my friend steve wanted to chill and he lives down the st, so i chilled wit him for a bit, walked to sevs got cigs and me a beer, and walked around and talked and such, and then frank called me which i was surprise and asked me if iw ana chill, and i said sure, so i came home and said bye to steve and then frank got there 10 mins later, and we drove around for a bit, drank in a parkinglot in bayport, and just chilled and drank some beers, it was fun at first and then he was being obmxious and i ignore it, and then later on wen we went bak to my town and got another beer, he was being moody and shit, and i made one fuckn joke and he bugged out on me and left my house 2am, and sped off which was totally not needed cuz if he woke someone up i was gona be fuckin pissed but luckly he didnt wake anyone up then i talked to jamas and vented then frank to see if he was mad but apparently he wasnt, then i passedout then today [thrusday] i slept slept slept and slept more, woke up later then i wanted to, got up around 820ish, had a brownie got readi for work,then left for work a round 9, got there a couple mins late and then worked worked worked it was a long fuckin day, and i totally forgot we have produce and meats now so the store was pretty damn busy, and then eventually i got out, it was a long day, oh on my break i saw my girlie ashley jade who i havent seen in a million yrs, and then i had an hr to kill before my mom came, so i walkd wit alyssa to kingkullen to get bagle bits, and then walked around the store and got these new cute pants for 7 bucks =D and then eventually my mom came and we stopped at some stores, came home ate some food, and this is where i get pissed apparently me and frank are never chillen again cuz he cant take a joke and instead being civil like the age he is he sends me a message on fuckin fb insulting me, like really that just shows hes not worth it fuck him, so unlike him i write him a civil message saying have a nice life, too bad we couldnt b friends, and this just shows how good i had it wit pete least he loves me for me, and i honestly think he will only be the one who does ugh i hate men, i just dont get how irrational frank can be fuckin wow. good rinnace. anywho and now i am here bored, about to take a shower in lil bit cuz i feel ick, then who knows what im doin, i dont got work tom, but its all ick out so i doubt ill do anything tonite, but who knows but other then that nothin is goin on so im out for now later -KaRa Current Mood: pissed off Current Music: she-misfits (Comment on this)
Wednesday, October 14th, 2009
2:20 pm	lastnight and today so lastnite [tuesday]after i updated i chilled online, i ate somethin real fast, and then got readi to work, talked to my homie pajamas and then took a train to bayshore, then got to work 15 mins to spare damn i walk fast its not like its a short walk, then i worked worked worked, first part of the day went fast, then it got super slow towards the end, and then jackie put me in the dollarspot forever, i was readi to kill myself forreal but finally i got out on time maybe a minute or two late, then my mom was there and then we stopped at mcdonalds and then came home, ate my mcd's talked to jamaas again and chilled, and then eventually went online, fucked arund melo, and was bored for a bit, talked to jamas again, and then passedout around 3am, woo for no sleep, then today [wednesday] i slept slept slept slept and finally got up around 1ish, got up decided to walk to the shoe place to see if i could get my bebe jacket fix cause the zipper broke last dec while fighting wit an ex drunk, and shit man it was cost fuckin 40 bucks so fuckk that ill just get a new fuckin jacket, its a shame cuz its a nice fuckin coat, oh well so then i went and bought cigs and then a lighter cause my pretty green lighter died lastnite =[ and then rann into steve while walkin home, said what up to him, and then talked to chris and jamas a bit, and now im bored online drinkin coffee, and its my day off and of course i have nothing to do =[ which is lameee but oh well i guess ill see what happens i would hit up frank but he never answers my txt i asked if he was ignoring me but he said no he said he call me lastnite but never did, whatever im done wit his games, after always talkin to me almost everyday and see me and then outa no where do this past couple days, obvs hes not worth it, it just sucks cuz we did become such good friends, but honestly u never kno who ur real friends are cuz this always fuckin happen, whatever man i guess ill see how the days goes, i cant do much anyways seeing i got work tomorrow at 915am tom ughh, but im out for now later -KaRa Current Mood: bored Current Music: shimmer-fuel (Comment on this)
Tuesday, October 13th, 2009
12:56 pm	lastnight and today so lastnite [monday]after i updated i chilled here mianly, was pretty much, talked to chris a lot of times, just was on facebook mainly, ate some food, eventually got readi for work and then chilled online for a bit and then around quarter to 6 i left to go to bayshore cuz it was my only ride and then i chilled at the bookstore and read some of my book, and then went to work, it was so slower it was fuckin deader then the undead..it was rideclous, but on the brightside i got out early =] cuase i didnt feel good and the store was super duper clean, and then of course my mom wasnt home wen i called to get me early so i had to wait 20 mins for her to get here, so then when she came i bitched at her lol and then i came home, ate somethin went online, talked to chris and then passedout around 1230ish i was exhausted, then today [tuesday]i slept slept slept and slept more, and then i got up around noon, i didnt want to get up that late, ugh whatever so now im bored online drinkin coffee talkin to chris, got work soon, at 3, but have no ride of course so i gota take a train, so im gona take a 141 train so im not late for work, probably walk to my job from the train station if it isnt super cold, so i can save money because im poor lol but yeah workin 3pm to 1130pm, ugh kill me again, but hopefully ill get out early, like i did lastnite i guess ill see what happens, and yay for having tomorrow off also haha, but im out for now later -KaRa Current Mood: bored Current Music: daughters down-kittie (Comment on this)
Monday, October 12th, 2009
12:36 pm	lastnight and today so lastnite [sunday] after i updated i chilled online for a lil bit and then dinner was readi, so i chilled and ate that, talked to adam who i havent talked to forever on aim, apparently hes in cali right, and he was saying odd shit, but then again he always been such an odd boi haha, and i was bored most, just chilled online, watch tool acdemy 2 of the episode i miss lastnite, and then i talked to my cuz amanda whos on it, and i cant believe shes moving bak to ny yet alone to my town, its fuckin sweet i cant wait, i havent seen her in yrs man, and then eventually i went and took a shower, and then fucked around on melo, didnt do anything lastnite =/ anthony was to tired, larry never asked me so i guess goodbye to him, and frank, well hes a douchebag and never answer me, oh well so i eventually went to sleep, and then today [monday]i slept slept slept, my mom woke me up early, i ignore it, i slept more and then finally got up 10 mins to noon, which is quite early considering i dont got work til late tonite and i never sleep, but its cool, so i went online, talked to chris and now im bored drinkin coffee, probably just gona relax before work cuz there isnt much to do, then i got work 645pm, to 1130 which really sucks but what can u do, but other then that nothin is goin on so im out for now later -KaRa Current Mood: bored Current Music: never ever-all saints (Comment on this)
Sunday, October 11th, 2009
5:34 pm	lastnight and today so lastnite [saturday] after i updated i chilled online for a bit longer, smoked a cig and got readi and then i left got to the bookstore around 1215ish, and chilled there, had a roll, read my book til i had to go into work at 145, and then worked worked wroked it was a long day, but it somewhat went pretty fast, until the end of the nite, then i got off on time, stopped at the store wit my mom and then got mcdonalds and then i ate my food, watch tool acedemy wit my momma haha, even through i saw the episode, and the episode i missed, was on too late and i had to sleep cuz i have work in the am, ughh, so i didnt watch, i guess ill watch it online or somethin so i passedout around 1230amish, then today [sunday] i slept slept slept and more slept, of course i woke up late, around 715, had work in half an hr, so i had coffee, went online real fast, got readi for work, and then got to work 10 mins late but they didnt even noticed, worked worked worked and worked more, it went pretty damn fast, got out on time of course my mother was shoppin and had to go to a million stores, and now im home bored, drinkin coffee, and waitin for dinner to be readi, washing some clothes not sure whats goin on tonite through, i deff wana do somethin tonite, bah, anthony said we most likely chillen, but it depends when hes done recording wit his buddy, and me and larry were suppose to chill cuz tomorrow hes moving to las vegas forever =[ which sucks, and idk frank mite hit me up after work but that wont b til 1am or some shit, who knows, i guess ill see what happens, but i really havent been out lately cause i work so much so i deff wana do somethin seeing i dont got work til 645pm tomorrow, i guess ill see what happens but other then that nothing is goin on so im out for now later -KaRa Current Mood: tired Current Music: goodbye to you-michelle branch (Comment on this)
Saturday, October 10th, 2009
10:27 am	lastnight and today so lastnite [friday] after i updated i chilled online for a bit, then had some food, decided to take the early train to work, which never happened, cause they were doin this bus shit cuz of track work, and of course of the horrible luck i always have, my bus never came and the next one wasnt til 2 or 3, and i had work at 12, so i was fucked so i had no choice to take a 35 taxi to work and oh man i was fuckin pissed off to no belief and then i found out later while i was in the cab, frank was up and willing to bring me but i found out to late, so i talked to him for a few mins on the phone and he said he'l lend me 20 bucks which will be cool, i guess ill see if he actually will do it, so then iroincally i got to work early so i chiled at the bookstore and talked to chris and then i went to work, and worked worked worked it was a long nite, got out 10 mins late cause of some stupid thing we couldnt find a price on, and then jesse was late picking me up so i went to the bookstore for lil bit, and then he finally got there around 930ish, then we went bak to sayville so i can change clothes, and then we went to the dinner and i got veggie burger and sweet potato fries <3 and saw steve at the diner said what up to him, apparently now hes living in sayville which is cool i guess, and then we left, and jenni never answer her phone so we ended up goin to half penny pub, and i saw my old co work johnny and some bayshore people, which was cool, so i had two beers, as usualy pumpkin ale and magic hat 9 <3 and just chilled, it was a good time, even through it was like h.s. reuinon just not as bad as last time, and then around 1230ish, i came home cause i was exhausted and got work tomorrow and its a long day and we all kno how i dont sleep haha, so i came home and passedout like right away, then today [saturday] i slept slept slept slept and more slept, and then i got up around 930ish, went and took a shower and here i am bored drinkin coffee, got work soon, 145 to 1015, but my only ride is quarter to 12, cause my brother has work, so off to the bookstore i go, which i dont mind and deff not doin anythin tonite seeing i got work tomorrow at 745, oh man someone kill me alreadi, but other then that nothing goin on so im out for now later -KaRa Current Mood: bored Current Music: life is a show-cassie steele (Comment on this)
Friday, October 9th, 2009
9:16 am	lastnight and today so lastnite [thrusday] after i updated, i chilled online, nothing too exciting, just on facbook mainly, eventually took a shower, had some coffee, and then chilled for a bit and then had some food, and then got readi for work, then walked to the train station and took the 141 train instead of the 2 something one, so i had some time to kill and i didnt have to waste it on a train, so thats what i did i got to bayshore around 2, walked to the pizza place on the way to my job and got some food ,and then got to my job, which 45 mins to spare, so then i went to the bookstore and chilled there for a bit, and read a lil bit, and then i went into work, worked worked worked, surprisely work went super fast, which i was amazed about, and then of course the last half an hr sucked cuz i was workin til closing, went rideclously slow, stupid dollarspot, and then i got out on time, stopped at mcdonalds on the way home, and then passedout cause i was exhausted, then today [friday] slept slept slept and more slept, woke up quarter to 9 because my mom as always is rideclously loud, so i got up went online, and now im about to have some coffee, got work soon, 12pm to 845pm, ughh, and of course i gota take the train there which kinda sucks, then afterwards im either chillen wit my friend jesse from ct for lil bit or my friend anthony, i guess whichever one picks me up from work, but who knows whats gona happen, but other then that nothing is goin so im out for now later -KaRa Current Mood: awake Current Music: excuses-alanis morissette (Comment on this)
Thursday, October 8th, 2009
11:43 am	lastnight and today so lastnite [wednesday] after i updated i chilled online for a lil bit then i got dress, and then around 11ish, nikole and coldcutz came and got me, and then we went to coldcutz crib, which is ironically in sayville, in the richie richie apts of sayville by the water, and then we just chilled at his apt, smoked a bit, watch juggalo undeground family, and then devil rejects <3 and then around 5ish we met up wit her boyfriend and her dealer which i went to h.s. which was odd haha, and then after i said hi to them they had to leave so i walked to subway because i was fuckin starving and subway was delicious as always, and then i went online, and i was bored for a bit, talked to frank for lil bit, had dinner, and then watch 500 days of summer, which was a cute but wierd movie, and then i took a shower, had some coffee, fucked around melo, and then talked to frank more and then eventually i got offline, and chilled talked to this kid anthony i kno from mallrat days apparently, and then after that i watch son-law and passedout around 3am haha yeah isonmia, and then today [thrusday] i slept slept slept, and of course my mom woke me up, and my brother said if he isnt home by 2 then i gota find a ride to work, so i said alright. and then i went bak to sleep, and slept for awhile, st an alarm for 9 but that didnt work well, i didnt wake up ill quarter to 11, oh well, then i went online, and now im bored drinkin coffee, and talkin to chris and i got work around 345 to 1130, ugh its gona be a long nite as always oh well, not sure how im getting there, the train schedule is being funky, but i called the place up and theres one at 244 thank god, so the site is being stupid, so if my brother is not here by 2, i guess im takin the train, oh well it happens, but other then that nothing is goin on so im out for now later -KaRa Current Mood: bored Current Music: self inflicted=katy perry (Comment on this)
Wednesday, October 7th, 2009
10:52 am	lastnight and today so lastnite [tuesday] after i updated i chilled online, not doin anything, relaxing mainly, talkin to chris mainly, and txting people, was kinda bored, eventually i had dinner, and relaxed, i was suppose to see meg, but she was sick so she didnt chill, i was tired anyways, then i took a shower, felt lil bit better, not really, so i decided to watch a movie so i watch jennifer's body, which i was quite disppointed about, it really wasnt that great at all, so parts were cool, but meh, the only part i really was the end actually, oh well, then after that i decided to go downstairs, someone called me to go to a party but i was way to tired for that, so i went to laydown and ended up passing out right away which was around 11, which was beyond early for me, so then today [wednesday] i slept slept slept slept, and then finally i got up around 10ish, got up went online, my aim wasnt workin so i restarted the comp, it started to work again, and then i talked to pete from ct and now im bored online drinkin coffee, so nikole is suppose b coming over around 1, to hangout wit me and watch deathproof and planet terror <3 and then later her bf is gona meet up wit us and we gona see zombieland which im excited for !!! and my homie pete from ct mite come through in lil bit cause i havent seen him in a million yrs, but who knows whats gona happen, frank said he come to the movies but he always changes his mind, and i havent even talked to him since lastnite wen he txt me wen i was passedout, eh idk i guess ill see what happens, its cool to chill late tonite through seeing i dont got work tomorrow til 345pm yayy, but other then that nothing is goin on so im out for now later -KaRa Current Mood: awake Current Music: sunday morning-no doubt (Comment on this)
Tuesday, October 6th, 2009
2:38 pm	lastnight and today so lastnite [monday] after i updated i chilled online for lil bit, waited for them to get readi and then we left and i got dropped off at the bookstore and read some of my book, eventually went to kingkullen and got a roll, and then after i ate that i went into work, and worked worked worked, the store was beyond busy, and it went super fast, then i got out on time, waited for 15 mins to get picked up, which wasnt too bad, and then i came home, went online, had grill cheese and soup and salad, and then chilled online, then frank called me random which i was surprise cuz he hasnt done that in days, and i was right he was mad at me, but everything seem to be fine and he said later he wanted to hangout around 1130-12, so i said okay, so around 9 soemthin i went and took a shower, then had some coffee, fucked around on melo, was bored mainly, talked to meg and nikole, and then around 1230ish frank came and got me and we drove around for a bit, and then got a beer and chilled in bayport, eventually we left and went by his area and got a st ides, and chilled in his room, and watch confessions and drank a beer, and of course i didnt finish the whole damn movie,i never do then we evtnaully left, and went by my house cuz he didnt want to be in his apparently or some shit, so i guess i wasnt sleepin over oh well, so we went bak to my house and chilled for lil bit watch married wit children, and then he left around 6amish, then i talked to him on his way home and then passedout, then today [tuesday]i slept slept slept, and then finally got up around 130ish cuz i was thirsty and then i decided to stay up, so i got up, went online, talkin to chris, and now im bored and kinda tired and drinkin coffee trying to wake up, not sure whats goin on, me and meg r suppose to hangout tonite, no idea what we gona do, but we gota see eachother cuz i havent seen her in forever, so i guess ill see what happens, but even through its my day off and i got next day off i cant chill late seeing nikole suppose b at my house tomorrow at 1pm, i guess ill see what happens, but im out for now later -KaRa Current Mood: tired Current Music: bomb-bush (Comment on this)
Monday, October 5th, 2009
8:23 am	lastnight and today so lastnite [sunday]after i updated i chilled online for a bit, had some coffee, nothing too excitng, after coffee, i had dinner, even through had sushi, earlier, god its rideclous how much i can eat sometimes, then eventually i watch last wk's episode of tool academy 2, on vh1, cuz i miss it last wk, and the new episode is this wk, so i kno they wouldnt be playing it anymore, and then i chilled online, talked to some people, eventually around 1130ish i got offline, and passedout cuz i was beyond exhausted seeing im always up early, and then today [monday] i slept slept slept slept, i got up around quarter to 8, cause i have work at 11, and my only ride to work is in about hour or so from then, so i got up, got readi for work, and now im bored drinkin coffee, just waitin to leave, gona chill at the bookstore til work, and work 11 to 645am, sadly i gota wait for my parents to get me which wont b til almost 730 but whatever, no idea what im doin afterwards, lately i havent been goin out which is lame but i deff wana do somethin seeing i got next two days off woo, so i guess ill see what happens, but other then that nothin is goin on so im out for now later -KaRa Current Mood: awake Current Music: abuse me-silverchair (Comment on this)
Sunday, October 4th, 2009
7:09 pm	lastnight and today so lastnite [saturday] after i updated i didnt do much at all, talked to chris for lil bit til he went out, never went and chilled wit meg, i was tired and had work in the morning, and there was nothing to do anyways, so oh well, so i talked to frank for a lil bit not a lot, and random other people, nothing too exciting, eventually i took a shower, fucked around melo, finally ate wen my mom came home, then got offline around midnight cuz i had to sleep, which didnt happened cuz i was watching some wierd show, about fucked up psychos and how they become couples wit people, and kill people who do fucked up shit for whatever reason, it was insane, it was deff a good show and they kept showing episodes so i didnt go to bed til 2am lol and then today [sunday] slept slept slept , fianllly woke up around 8ish got up later then i wanted to through, esp for the fact i got work at 915, so i woke up my mom had some coffee and got readi for work, and then left for work, was a couple mins late which was kinda lame, but whatever, then i worked worked worked worked worked it went pretty fast but thats only cause the store was beyond busy, and then i got off five mins late and then we stopped at kingkullen and then best yet, came home, ate some sushi <3 and now im bored online, kinda tired but i think im gona have some coffee to wake up lil bit, not sure what im doin, probably nothing seeing i got work early tomorrow at 11, probably gota wake up even earlier cuz my only ride be at quarter to 9, unless i take the train and i really dont wana do that, bah but who knows i guess ill see what happens, but other then that nothin is goin on so im out for now later -KaRa Current Mood: tired Current Music: invincible-muse (Comment on this)